Fifth, infant genius' rhapsody (2)   
In this way, " cheat the profit of shuttleless loom very much " Signboards foreign which become fresh in dose for bait,let education cost of Bei Bei not lasted pieces of stepped upwards. 
<the third movement latent energy is stimulated> " an apple dropping from tree lets Newton find gravitation, maybe have a thing of a chance too, can stimulate a certain latent energy of appearing in Bei Bei's body? " In order to find the such one accidentally, mother decides to lead Bei Bei to make a travel which looks for the inspiration. 
The first stop: The park grass is green, the flower is red, the bird flies in the sky, the fish swim in water. Come back from park each time, mother will let Bei Bei paint a picture the scenery seen, so as to develop his painting ability, but Bei Bei's works are often a bunch of delicious snacks in these park of buffets of marshmallow, cream ice cream, mutton. Stroll in the park each time, Bei Bei call tired, tow mother bore, enter, eat and drink once once going to the buffet gate. Will get off in odd months, drawing competence of Bei Bei matter progress, the gluttonous skill has been stimulated out. 
The second stop: The merry-go-round while taking amusement park once of the amusement park, Bei Bei loses the interest to the small swivel chair in the children's paradise of street corner completely. Fly to chair can swing high, rapids enter, come on than very hard slide energetically too bravely in the sky, it is not enough for Bei Bei to play in the amusement park full of electronic toys forever. And terms that mother put forward, come back home, want things that appreciate say siquentially each time, tempering Bei Bei's memory and logical. As expected, memory of Bei Bei begin, become extremely kind, each will remind mother should take him amusement park on time month. As for the ticket of the amusement park, even half the projects limit the preschool child, but half-price through tickets of children want 50 yuan, really boast. 
The third stop: From theater to Disney ballet group have one month, come to China performance at the ice, mother books tickets on the net early, 120 yuan for one. Mother has been believing all the time "  Influenced by the surroundings "  These four words, even if Bei Bei can unquestionably understand dance talent and musical competence (existing what) in Bei Bei what be ballet, excellent performance and beautiful music Play a role in stimulating. It's a great pity Disney come one China a few years, Bei Bei can only think children modern drama temper imagination most time. This trick too really affective, for example last to see after " whether Ma Lan spend ", Bei Bei say father old cat of reasonable drama always. This child's modern drama one and some advantages, even if the admission fee is fairly reasonable, preschool child's price of 30 yuan, let nearly each one of Bei Bei can enter the theater and enjoy being once in month. 
The fourth stop: The museum is to sample of animals and plants and planetary fixed star in the planetarium in Natural History Museum, Bei Bei can not mention the interest all the time, he is extremely curious to the electrostatic generator in the science and technology museum. So long as put hands, the hair will be all getting vertical, Bei Bei continues laughing grimacing cheerfully. Mother thinks this is the symptom that Bei Bei will become a physicist in the future, take him to the science and technology museum to turn as soon as being free. Science and technology museum ticket very expensive, preschool child so long as 10, but Bei Bei go, must buy an airplane model come back each time. It is really that the drinker's heart is not in the cup! As time passes, there are six, seven big and small airplane models of various types of of family, calculate with average 80 yuan for each one, the cost of more than 500 yuan is big figure too.   

--" inside back cover mother " 
" inside back cover mother " seems to lack originality: Beautiful young girl, snobbish father, poverty but talented intellectual scholar, infinitely resourceful fox woman; Invite privately, refuse the wedding, wake up from death, become family independents at last, husband's your wife's honour. Seem Tang legend " Zhang Yan awarded " "  Fail to see highland Wei a high official "  The loud in I,like by " tree peony pavilion " also " mother admire to Du Li there aren't color " " Companion volume,it is and in " whether it is the unparalleled spread " righteous man ancient for shade to escort government   However, under this pile of hodgepodge, a hidden one is a few theme displayed: Women's same sex loves. 
People like regarding the opposite sex as "  Normal " Emotion. " normal " ," abnormal " . Divide disconnected sleeve of the peach into, see all historical books; Unofficial history novel, polish more particularly. But male homosexuality is often that the power to the lowly one of the person who occupies high position reflects at that time, it is the interspersing and supplementing of its game of sex. Emperor Wu Di of the Han Dynasty Yan, Li YanNian in Korea S. of year of history, in the novel if Chinese and Western door of " the Golden Lotus " is celebrated drawing virginly, or " Dream of the Red Chamber " Xue curl "  Long Yang's excitement "  ,It is all like this. Women's same sex loves certainly will exist, but sink into oblivion, why? In the man right society, men regard women as the toy, regard as the weak living beings that depend on them and have, they do not acknowledge at all women's orientation does not point to them to point to the one's own one. So they have moulded the strong daughter and enshrined and worshipped it in the ancestral hall, a knife cuts " the wanton woman " off Head the bold and assured leave out get in law court,never believe by " beautiful woman " Unexpectedly yes unwilling to admire "  The sage " Or " gifted scholar "  When. So no matter the unofficial history of national history, to Mo Shen of this forbidden word. Therefore, how sharp is this theme (though Pu Songling may not realize this) . This is a strong impact of the ethics order. The others " love " The works recommend marrying the partner of one's own choice, resisting the theme of parents' life, the destructiveness is far short of what is more expected than it. 
Affirm someone will ask: Is the fact so? Can't regard the emotion of mother and 11 mothers Fan of inside back cover as "  The friendship " ? Make a concrete analysis of the original text, have to draw the conclusion, the emotion between them, not already been simple "  The friendship " Can contain. The novel introductory song tells you promptly, " few and gaudy and beautiful, disturb 11 mothers Fan refinedly particularly definitely " ,Scorn to take even a glance at the numerous persons who propose. The whole story that she and inside back cover mother associate to try: 
Time,at yuans of section,Meng blue basin know. 
The place, the temple(Buddhist) (monthly temple of water, " water moon " Image it has from the beginning to be special meaning)  . 
Way, inside back cover mother "last looks step from,look forward to by color, it is last speech of having not to like " ; 11 mother " whether happy and kind it, migrate note of looking forward to " too ,Later engaged in a small talk, " adored big " ,Form an alliance, present the keepsake each other, lovesickness after leave   
All these are exactly stipulated situation of the classical gifted scholar and beautiful woman novel and familiar excessive set pattern, even the author's term is so familiar and excessive: 11 mothers " hope on day he comes, Lei is boring " ,Meet on " pleasant surprise, get up at once " ,It is small not "  Support bed compassion to hold "  ,Meet again on " every one is too wide, continuous to sleep "   Just the protagonist is not a gifted scholar and beautiful woman, but it is two women. Only its term of plot is vulgar and excessive, the stronger its result of irony is. 
This kind of " feeling " The unusual,lie in standard because it involve by sexual behavior, and it is have each other regarded as most spirit heavy found sustenance not to lie in. The novel emphasizes the bitterness of joyous and separation that two people get repeatedly, it is obvious congenial, emotion of two people's temperament and interest is deep. On the contrary, no matter 11 mothers or inside back cover mothers Fan all have nothing emotional to man protagonist Meng AnRen. Inside back cover mother end low-spirited to leave away, she so-called " reason look forward beautiful to hold, grow and adore sometimes, such as the callus twines by oneself, then have today "  "feeling evil spirit it rob"  ,Target its Meng, but Fan, the very clear one shows this. 
Novel have two plot can pay attention to particularly, first, inside back cover mother select sons-in-law for Fan voluntarily, as " fox " ,She show supernatural power to make Fan come back to life, send Meng at one's side it only. The love is with exclusive quality, how to explain her behavior? Very simple, the same sex is easy to disappear to hold in the society, Fan's destiny can only be marrying, mother's remarkable ability of the inside back cover is a bit greater and unabler to change this. Will pull it into the abyss of hopeless, shame and agony otherwise. Since it is so, she should arrange the home of the good this world for her. Since women have, depend on man is what is called " the bitterness and happiness of a century by others " ,Select sons-in-law for her, it is the best embodiment of the love to her. Moreover, speaking from the psychology, there is compensation in this measure. One detail that ignore, select son-in-law exactly they meet at the same time, the same place was launched before one year. This has undoubtedly hinted this. 
First, 11 mother and Meng Fan get married, make drunk inside back cover mother let Meng " slip into dirty it " unexpectedly . This move seems very ugly, but this very unwise move happens to her. This one that does not occupy wanting to swell to the husband " able and virtuous " brought definitely is submitted to ,Just the opposite, she have no love to Meng at all times. Though she once committed suicide for him, that was " faithful to husband till death " Feudal thought do mischief(whether last compensations psychological, Meng to seal arrange for her, she must regard it as the will sealed to obey)  . She is, in order to achieve the goal that and keeps with each other in her feature with sealing working together voluntarily. Her husband, not not only the target who she serves, have become the tool that she achieved the goal instead. Give up it outside this, what ways does she have to keep after marriage with the intimate relation that is sealed? Her " not envying " Seem to accord with the feudal morals very much, it is in fact to the feudal and ethical subversion extremely.     

This is the thing happening early in the morning, the supermarket has just opened the door, Chu's beautiful China gets around one's own executive's cosmetics counter, resign one letter take from Ge water crack of office fill in into. Liu Mei will come over, expression Yong is lazy and wan and sallow. She says to Chu LiHua: "Don't put here,etc., has not seen the couple for several days! " 
Both sides felt one's own helplessness and despair at the same time. Chu LiHua is for the love, her young looks is beautiful, it is unnecessary to hatch eggs in a nest. She has had fantasies of rooting in the supermarket like a tree by oneself, has hoped to become its host some day. It seems that she is destined to be a temporary labourer now, since work as a temporary labourer, the same everywhere. Liu Mei is different, she has no love, the supermarket becomes a part that she realizes love and even life, because this kind of meaning is adhered to, make her emotion to the supermarket deeper and sad and more dreary compared with Chu's beautiful China. 
Chu LiHua walks on the street, thinks that floats in the noisy and jammed city like a drop of dust by oneself. She is the same as a lot of girls floating in this city, marry rich men in a heart thought. In her view, have married and just pursued the most costly part in the city richly, and those temporary labourers floating like her, even a leaf of doors and windows has never occupied. 
The woman conquers the world through conquering men. Meaning of this sentence, Chu LiHua comprehends earlier than other girls, when other girls are full of looking forward to to marriage love sacredly and beautifully, she has already begun to design and dig and open it to the rich gate with these. All these relate to her pitiful mother, have something to do with the grade of the person who is severed by the wealth, what surged at heart related to wish eagerly to the hero's worship with her. In her window, the woman's marriage is a network, the lucky woman can gain destiny through this network. 
At first, her feeling to Ge ZhanShui is not to fear Xi, but covet without end - -The rich man usually not only want to steal the fish to eat but also worries sticking fishlike smell like this. Though in view of wealth and position, the wide gap that it is difficult with Lie to separate one between them, but because there is qualification of young and beautiful and university education, breed and fill and lead up the confidence of the wide gap. Have the period of time, she even thinks it is equal between them, each has a advantage, this pair of steps beautiful of hers, can well put on that pair of expensive shoes of his. Refuse, express one's own hope still clearly in her especially honourable in each avoid, she understood at last, oneself, this network, was too small, can't catch so big fish at all. 
Unconsciously, Chu LiHua comes on the overpass. Noisy for a moment under the bridge, a lot of passerbies go to the guardrail, see towards the bridge. She has crowded over too. 
On the highway, a group of persons who tows the stick are catching up with a thin and weak young man. The shouting and killing sound and making people tremble with fear of them. When has a piece of shoes of young people's wondered to run away, uncover on the steel gray road surface out the pale limb toe. Chu's beautiful China exerts all one's effort in the heart for him secretly, because in the hand of crowd not daring to imagine falling into like this group of lunatics, what kind of destiny will be encountered. Young people translated the rail finally, could bite, answer the body also, what dropped seemed. Chu LiHua drinks loudly: "Don't take, it is important to protect the life, hurry up. " 
But he returns to back without the least hesitation, picks up a cotton bag, while crossing the rail again, the trousers been caught hold of are taken off   He struggle several, very heavy to fall down, the following person has breathed out and enclosed, scene that, just as wild wolf fall down a prey finally round up and hunt. She is so anxious as to scold: "Want the thing not serious of money! " 
Wind of bridge whizz and pass along helix, make her listen to clearly to yelp the young people, but he must ache very much. His body rolls up, trembles like fallen leaf in the corner, contraction convulsion that can't help. Unimaginably queerly, he has not been enclosed while hitting like that like normal people, protect the head instinctively, but that cotton bag that would collect back just now is extremely held into arms. That must be a very valuable thing, worth his taking the life to protect. The mutter in the heart of Chu's beautiful China. 
Not quite for a moment, the crowd scatters like birds and beasts. It may be that the police will come. She wants to run towards the bridge. After crowding and making the wall of watching the scene of bustle, she has hove eyes: 
"It, is Li WanChang! " 
Her call for help and beg moving several guys at last, they lifted him, stand in the middle of the road blocking the car. But the driver sees this person coated with blood, either make a detour, or return the car, willing Laszo of the life or death. Until a police car comes up. 
Lu Ying stands giving parcels a piggyback in front of that familiar flower garden. 
She has knocked at the door for a long time, there was sound at last, the crack slot of door, Xiao Du showed half of face, he is distributing, seems listless with weariness. See Lu Ying, his surprised way: "It is you, that runs in these days, let this of mine easy to look for. " 
Ying Lu push open he is unexpectedly frank into room, bed go to bed, seethe the next. 
"What is looked for? " Xiao Du asks. 
"Strange, why not have - -Say, where do you hide her? " 
"Who? Sleep indoor alone on me, if does not see wrong just, or fantastic. " 
"Why that just open the door, I have struck for a long time. " 
"Oh, I hear, slept late at yesterday   "Xiao Du answers. 
"Why sleep so late, meet guests again? " 
" meet a major part spirit of yours, " Xiao Du has struck aluminium foil on tube of fast food, " I can eat this to meet guests - -Hey, have not you answered me yet? The cat went in this period of time, whether travel with the old man? " 
Of Xiao Du look like, ladle out, come out ladle Lu tip tear of eyes. 
Xiao Du's flurried trick: "How, do I only ask, care you are mistaken too? How your tears look like water valve, come after deciding to come? " 
Lu Ying says: "I have not blamed you, my tears have not been colluded out by you, I have inferinned for a long time, want to come to you and flow. I also want to tell you, I say good-bye to the old things, later, I live in you. " 
Xiao Du asks: "Say good-bye? Why say good-bye? Relate to me? " 

Hunt for a job to write (1)
Zhao Electronics Manufacturing China Electronics Contract Manufacturing Peng: Male, the undergraduate course of management college of the information of Peking University, large
Have a lot of persons eliminated in the back of each job hunting winner, it all hurt one's feeling and attack the self-confident thing very much very much in any case to hunt for a job and fail, but this is only a small scenery on way of life after all, we will go further.
Job hunting writes
Thought fellow this phone, let me write some about thing that oneself look for a job. Think I have Germany incapability, once all day living in fear of unemployment, regret, spend time of student study some useful things carefully then, then in order to forget pouring water and game that this point begins new round, such incurable fellows, how dare write something and tell others how to look for a job? But thought emphasizes constantly, that unit of yours seems still good, you write at will. In this case, if I plead and seem to store it instead of revealing again, then write, should be unable to victimize, smile at the ear again in vain at the worst.
Plan to divide three parts to write, introduce one's own achievement of looking for a job briefly at first, introduce course secondly, write experience down finally, if someone it depends on which part look for in the past sweeping directly, can save some time to act as, so as not to scold me wordily.
Up to today, I resulting certain offer worth say three, give first, it is offer that I have had long been looking forward with eager expectancy from a large-scale petrochemical industry group in China too, make erp system. Another one is a research institute under a giant of petrochemical industry, four seats can be chosen for me, one is to run and responsible for the inside to audit and welcome and send off in the institute, one is Finance Department, I have an opportunity to act as the vice section chief after half a year in these two places, two are the personal place that I am very interested in, one is a large-scale network technology group, one is administrative department of information system. The last offer, only my final choice, the head office of a policy bank. Have a lot of chance give up me later certainly, applied satellite first in the center but urgency interview again, resource of Chinese, feel very sorry the responsible personnel division chief still now; And China Resources group head office and Xinhua interview of letter, have Construction Bank the north assign, Yongyou the north divide into, and Yongyou set up offer easy,etc. too. How many offers does it choose and individual have relation greatly, here speak more.
The flowers are in bloom two, push offer and does not express, the course of only counting and hunting for a job.
The first time
Make Electronics Manufacturer what BBS information knocked into from that by mistake begins by mistake in job hunting course initially. It is the first ten days of October of A.D. two or three, or the last ten days, concrete time has already been forgotten, behind one's own future road of careful analysis, begin to pay close attention to job edition of BBS (are call CAREER edition on wood of water, in fact this name is more proper) . I think this should be primary act that every university student with convenient network terms look for a job. Because of awareness it is relatively night,on must come find it is keep a public place clean to meet the eye on every side edition, check come only carefully, find that has already entered interview stage, great and repentant. Say honestly I basically think oneself is relatively suitable for selling, because I very like promoting some things to others, profitting each time has a fulfillment very much, it should be his regret to keep a public place clean and miss this of mine to promote the past master. Then all of a sudden see a baffled recruitment teach-in information. I decide to have a look. Then have it with the meeting by chance of this domestic one of the best advisory companies that time, I call him A Company. Distance explain and publicise, begin, have one more than hour at that time, I look through, happen of those years undergraduate course look for a job resume, plan to change to use. Just find this is an urgent thing not won, then I decide to have a meal first after tossing about for half an hour, then take a floppy disk.
Talk about I go to carry on a small half of A Company at the job fair already, without finding time to prepare by even resume, find none around familiar face, can't help being in a cold sweat, is afraid whether to come to the place by mistake by oneself. Wait until, understand A Company to come recruit iMBA of economic center, specially, steady and sure instead. In addition, I find the main products (a piece of financial affairs) that the boss of the company has been speaking The index is very simple, I suppose so on the surface at least, perhaps this too adds a self-confident little hint to oneself. In explain and publicise, expire finally, claim, begin, charge resume live, begin interview after the two day, and has announced a series of schedule of the follow-up work very accurately. Because I have not carried the resume, go to ask boss of A Company for the mail address in so very steady and sure directness, then so turned round to leave gracefully, in fact had a guilty conscience very much at that time, did not know whether oneself can finally be competed for with these MBA by oneself. Through one day after coming back, I wrote a resume 1.0Beta edition and issued to A Company at will. When I have nearly already forgotten this, I have received the interview notice of A Company. This lets some of me make no adequate defense, because I have not still made any preparations for the interview at all in fact, this has been destined failure later on.
This I the first time participate in group interview of discussion all one's life, interview course to be nervous and happy fortunately. This to add one six people group that I make up by three Tsing-Hua University MBA, two Peking University MBA, the examiner adds a secretary and watches our acting in a play nearby silently. I am a bit dizzy, make my head totally getting excited with the fierce exchange of every elite, my thinking is stimulated greatly but stood up actively, this is the feeling that I can not expect and get all the time, this lets me love this of consulting from now on too " The bastard " . Though the last A Company has not given me the second chance at all, passes this discussion, I have found my speciality of another side. I think I am not only a very good discussion participant, but also a very good leader, this has proved in interview later on.
Failed reason I want, have two point, first there is no detailed preparation in advance, psychologically including on the concrete problem. Mine plans to just plan to introduce myself in English that I am most afraid in a frantic rush two hours before setting out. In fact seem now, this is certainly far from enough. I have not expected to look for a surface of advisory company through seeing on BBS at all, I find while knowing how to leaf through the faces summarized of ancestors to pass after a long time, made several taboos in the interview by oneself at that time, caused the misfortune eliminated directly. This has stated others' experience of studying and can take much fewer detours too, but I who am silly did not obviously realize this at all at that time. Plan to be little to arrange for me not to add any consideration either until even time of journey this time. Ten distance of several minutes that A only walks from Company to Peking University, but because I plan to make the time of journey have no elasticity hurriedly, this short road is paralrzed, I, and this question of peak period of neglecting the time of interview and just coming off duty, choose wrong means of transportation, make me call a taxi at the road it takes to be nearly an hour unexpectedlying, result late not merely, upset one's own mood totally, this fail big half already. Have a bit, I find out the IT vice president want, hear someone come down to problem crux us analyze financial affairs fail very much already while interviewing, but I am not from him. I have said one's own true idea. Later, in our group, only one girl summing up the question as the cash loss entered two. I have understood, the satisfaction of the interview officer is my happiness. It seems like this that this failed interview does Electronic Manufacturing Electronic Manufacturing Services not include the bad thing either, it is the next one's successful stepping-stone.

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Shen QingYu turns smiling to me, " fit Jie, don't be standing there all the time, come in, can be regarded as skillfully today, the uncles all come over to see your father in several generations of yours. " 
"Small Jie   "Jane shakes the cloth vicissitudes in the eyes of the forest and feels ashamed and regretful. 
Still stand at the gate and has not stepped to step forward, " simple gentleman. " At last, I opened one's mouth, " you did not think that the repeated acrobatics was played with constantly - -Disgusting. " 
"An Jie! " Shen QingYu is unexpected I will say so, but a scream, but will make the tone slowly at once the next quarter, "how can be by speaking with your father in this way. " 
"Fine Chongqing. " Jane shakes the shoulder that the forest has struck Shen QingYu, " it is that we are unfair to her   "
"Shake the forest, Xiao Shen, you see you, should even gain experience in this way to follow children, little Jie, generation uncle would rather give to you in the backer, don't be afraid, Ah. " 
"Without other things, then, the simple gentleman of the trouble tells my mother, I have already been here. " About to turn round, voice of QingYu Shen call, come behind, " these child of yours what is the matter! " 
"Xiao Shen. " 
"You have seen too, want to get along with her, but this child's personality is so awkward, please her, it is of no use to do everything! " Fall and sit on the sofa a little sulkily. 
"She has a lot of trouble to come back, fine Chongqing, you bear. " 
Bear? Then needn't ask me to come back to bear to me. Bear? Oh, I am really to you! 
"Xiao Shen, I can like this child, don't tut-tut and embarrass her. " 
"Would rather be old! Well,that's all, anyway this stepmother of mine accomplishes badly. " Shen QingYu stands up, has cast a look at me, that share in the expression in one's eyes has not like not already been hiding strenuously any more at this moment, "sister-in-law Lin, serve the meal. " 
Time to eat - -I think I should unnecessary to stay again, wait for me lift step see mat Xi time stand up, come up to me calm carefree and leisurely yet just, have already stood firm in I am distracted seized with terror in front of me, has kissed and printed lightly and rightly - -This person, does not really see the occasion, I sigh in the heart. 
It hang down to hand,ten mean twine hold. 
"You! " Shen QingYu realizes first. 
"We are together. " Mat Xi whether consistent great waves can't help in voice of time, recognize anything, hand that is draw closely just declare one monopolizing obvious. 
Shen QingYu's face is a bit ugly, " Xi time   You, anything that you are speaking carelessly! She is your younger sister! " 
"There is no relation on blood relationship. " 
It is stunned endlessly too that Jane shakes the forest, " Xi time, you follow young Jie   "
"If she likes, I will marry her. " What the Xi time of the mat is said is light but flat to be slow. 

"Let's have a rest. " Shake the head whitely in conformity with the peak, " if can find him better, if can not meet It is the predestination to act as. " He just hopes to know that has a good time in space document.
"Eh. " She has moved a comfortable seat, close the eyes in his chest low and mutter, " the peak, I feel, our child would be borned soon. "
He has firm hand which holds her, " rest assured, I will have accompanied you all the time, the child meeting us in person was born. " He want no one come, deprive the right, what be lucky, what man stock the delivery room, the whole he does not think highly of, his wife, their child, are defended in person by he himself.
Qin if rain raise, get up, wipe, smile, until he settle down, go to sleep among the wide chest, two hand held to hand in let go of each other all the time.
At night, one is covered with overcast and ruthless eyes, is spying upon all these.
Even it is unavoidable to know perfectly well, but when real pain happens, Qin RuoYu still can't help that burst should nearly tear the agony of one hundred bones of the body of four limbs.
A burst of pain gushing out is constant, she nearly thought want to bear oneself, but she can't surrender, she has a child who protects.
"If rain! " Hold her hands whitely closely in conformity with the peak, send all people, refuse all help, he stays and accompanies his wife, the little woman whom he loves in the room deeply alone.
She suffers hardships
It is bitter that he has hoped not to let her receive any again, but this kind makes him bitter unable to share for her. Looking at her ease difficult to bear the agony is producing low and calling, seeing her volume taking the cold sweat, face a over once in vain of once Oh, when to conclude this damnable agony?
Wonder how long it is, her whole body is being exerted oneself tightly constantly, the painful one breaks the lower lip by the teeth, her very heavy wheezing several times, exert oneself once again all over.
"Oh Oh "
Clear cry free suffering of her in right time, she whole body a weak one weak and limp to leave husband deal with thing take the place of, at kang.
Wash, white to hold in conformity with peak little baby come she by the body, Qin if rain although extremely tired, open eyes, want, look at that piece make they Mr. and Mrs. nearly helpless and without resources treasure.
"It is a daughter. " He lower the voice dish, prop up she let her can see daughter all alone.

To brush off the dust, help plateau sunshine malicious than stove, leak people burnt to come down dazzled from dense leaf noon.
The woman in Shanghai has already withered one, will only drink water while sat and did not move at all on the caring. Guide very experienced, know that kind what it is like cucumber thing one one ground card of kind at face and uncovered shoulder. Nothing is put except fruit, bread and water on the car, according to the experience of last time, place where there are enough rifles until old of these things to stay originally. If he is out, these things can also let us get back to Ruili.
"Wild goose brother, old rifle how meeting go such difficult damnable place that go? I will probably die when finding him. " Woman sit behind wan and sallow very, driver turn on car as if like the expressway at the stone Luis, the drivers on the way all drive in this way. Whole world messy road go most advanced car of country, meet together egg heavy stone car can fly, stand up most.
"It tell I one that come you,it even not want let me not just can come with,this time you the getting deep in memory. " I do not want to comfort her, even if because her stubbornness just makes me set foot on a block of dark roads to this future again.
"Do you think I like coming? Because of you and also at the road to the outbeach old now such as I such as rifle. " The woman has cried.
I am a little embarrassed, nobody knows what relation shes and Is are, certainly no one will ask what relation she and I are, our relation others of such a place are very easy to imagine that one man and one woman defy death to come ordering, the guide is gazing at me and gazing at her again with that kind of understandable sight.
I let the driver stop the car, has adjusted the seat with the guide, in the back of sitting to with the woman together.
"Please, hated again, OK even if how to hate me? Don't throw the face in the alien land of foreign country. " I warn her whether no matter others imagine me and relation of her as what kinds of this let I thing to have gentility very much softly.
Woman cry loudly, break out crying, lean against the my uncovered shoulder, from see the sun on half-naked so straight I.
Let's cry, cry. It is very normal for woman not to cry, everybody will forgive for that woman cry, especially at such a road with than toast camel Xiangzi also want warm sunshine. Besides, cried is more goodlookingly than to quarrelled, has enjoyed tear bath on hurt and wronged my shoulder.
Depths in plateau walk woman like one flower that droop in the heat of the sun, that kind already and withered similar flower, I have never seen her wither one so. The woman's face is more and more pale, as transparent as paper. This upsets me instead to stand up, it is too normal not to acclimatized in such a place, being acclimatized can want human life equally. The car rises to the sky again, the woman " " Ground has vomited my one suit.
I let the car stop, the wan and sallow woman has no any moving places, have a little it like Xiao Wang. I have gone to look for some water to clear up the filth on one's body, material and what the ugly daughter vomited that the beauty vomited are the same taste.
Guide and driver are saying the language that we can not understand. The guide asks me: "Have gone? Easy to leave to look for the place to have a rest. "
"Have a rest first, do you think this sample of hers can still leave? "
"Have a rest and can not arrive on time. " Guide say I feel she a bit from her and I one country taste of compatriot very indifferently, she and driver of that remote book are that a real one plants * clans and compatriots.
"Let's go. " The woman speaks feebly.
"Look for the place to have a rest, not late tomorrow, so many days are waited for to mind for one day and two days yet? "
"Leave. Early to see old rifle early to have one resolve one day one day, I must kill him. " There is fierceness which I have not seen in the woman's eyes.
I have regretted, I want to see old rifle live but not also want him to be seen living by the woman safely, woman such eyes and old rifle have any good thing to meet. She abate old rifle, but she will make than kill old rifle let old rifle come on by bad thing also, I hope he lives in a place where everybody does not know.
The car is not stood up once touching the woman, also leans against the my shoulder. "Let master worker slowly. " I tell the guide to translate to a driver.
"Slow not to arrive on time either. "
"Take the life to catch, OK? " I watch the guide pleasing to the eye, there have, pay the bill, look for not angry to receive year more and more.
The guide has felt my attitude is hard, has said one sentence: "You think how to get to until how to get to, produce trouble blame me. "
The car is getting slow, the woman seems to click lifelikely again. I sit on the car sideways, the woman is in the place close to tailstock. Mine it is a lover in the past, and my friend all the time soon.
It has been already dusk, perhaps will really have everything, I see that sun heart falling rapidly hang in the sky.

I look back to the land in the other bank of river of Ruili again, though my foot still steps on land of China, my also feeling of exchanging bank of the river of water that the chaste tree is severe to stand again. The river of Ruili is Rehe, but the sad and dreary feeling is unable to stop.
I transfer to, find one like, go, brush off the dust Dai girl to help plateau with us a few days in Ruili, have agreed to take us to there to just come back, give 1,000 yuan each day. She is probably the most expensive guide all over the world.
The agitation of the woman in Shanghai adds the hot weather in Ruili, eat cool rice noodles and cold drink all day obviously. I, and she to turn on one room respectively, wake me up, accompany her to Ruili take a walk along the river in the depth of the night often, will be had several fists of hers when distributing me, say: "Blame you! Blame you! " I play, strike back, scold, return mouth, join the army too in carry pieces of several discipline and odd doctrines those in the childhood without exception. Should advise or should say, say, I feel tired once seeing her now for a long time. Pour bottom imprison I what I receive such petty annoyance? What have I really done wrong?
I have turned into while looking for a guide "  Refugee's street "  ,The prosperity of the street remains unchanged, does not know why this street should call " refugee's street " ,Can affirm the people living and living in this street have all made a fortune, otherwise so many foreigners do not stay at here and refuse to leave and does not walk.
I can't help, stroll, arrive mixed-blood stand in the front, mix blood still stand there selling the gem. "Boss, buy a gem. " Her tooth is still so white as to not so good as complexion Gege too.
"Will not buy, I have a look. "
She has seen me smiling, obviously she remembers some things. "Yours   Friend   The woolen cloth? "
"I don't know, I am looking for him too. " This dog's things of old rifle, let foreigners care for him too, it is not all right to refuse to obey.
"See him   Tell him   Very much I   Like him. "
"Which do you say? " The woman in Shanghai is looking at we two with ignorant whole face.
"A friend. " I want, say any about old thing of rifle, speak I like old confederate of rifle much with her with her.
One skin dark man come over equally, pass and mix a cold-proof pot of blood. Mix blood smile at in black man kissing, beginning lunch to wipe out her at the face. The body that I saw her stopped by the stand was a little too fat and clumsy to move when she turned the body, like Chen DanNi's sample a few days ago. Whose kind is the person in her stomach. I will never find the answer in such a question.
With mix blood greet, walk, foreign man man too, let one foreigner have to you what what good thing is idea no I.
"How do you know this foreign woman at the meeting? " The woman in Shanghai asks me. Curiosity natural instincts of woman, control curious either become one river lion of the east soon, in her.
"Girl whom I chased. "
"On you? There is this skill. Most likely and the old rifle have legs, want to coax me. Hen! "
I fail in this way, she can be by finding out at one glance that woman can only be an old rifle without belonging to me that fail to.
The guide lives in this street, we explain the one's purpose in coming. The guide says: "Do not go. If it was the south bank that you went not to need the money can come with you, but you will go it is so far. "
"Just because give you money more far. Go south oneself, us of bank, may go. "
"Money money, get south bank just as going to the neighbour's to drop in, Ruili people do not been south people of bank afraid, the ones that have been group of brushing off the dust are nearly No. "
"We either rich man go, traffic in narcotics, do evil, take we money on one's body away while being bad too again. "
"Different. I one at home does not it earns to be but safe, I go, brush off the dust, help, can earn money might earn even more money oneself have chance with earn what meaning does it have? "
Say it is still because of the thing of the money in quite a while, I am fed up about such a thing, let the woman of Shanghai talk to her, not talking and breaking either, it's none of my business, can talk about breaking it best. I smoke outside the door. Woman of Dai until in accordance with fragrant living Lei Feng it gives up own to be the rifle like that.
The spirit knows how they discuss, the woman in Shanghai hits me while coming out, say: "If find the old rifle, the account can be regarded as with you two, it is miserable to find you. 1,000 for one day, has caught up with the golden collar of Shanghai. "
The mist in early morning floats on the river in Ruili, Ruili floats in the city of the paradise too like one as if sting ?} building in the sea. The connection that please guide the car, the American off-road jeep the same as last time.
Can I find the old rifle? Will the old rifle that I found be the old rifle in the past? I am the more uneasy close to the old rifle, he is as dimly discernible and having very heavy dense fog as early morning's Ruili, even I myself have an uncertain life. 

The woman in Shanghai is occupied with nothing all day, she feels a pain in such a state I feel a pain too.
"Belong to the wild goose, how whole do you say I will? " She nearly wants to ask me such one sentence every day.
"Had better talk about the situation and your husband a Kazakhstan, if does not present the miracle, old rifle come back, it comes back to be unlikely money too, how long such a thing can you hide from? Look for one company go, come on exactly quickly timber to make furniture in addition, reduce losses to the minimum intensity. "
"Have where let a little quickly? Where is besides, the money? "
"Then please speak out. "
"Can speak out I still and you waste nothing. "
"Then you are the nonsense as me. " I want to be bored sooner or later in this sample that if she has been all the time, who can face a face not seeing the sunshine all day? Unless I am that half a man and half a woman Jia Baoyu. Said in the past the man " grew, died for X for X and struggled for X all one's life " ,This woman before one's eyes may have grown, died, struggled all one's life for the money for the money for the money. It is said, explain river to be very rich, have, get I living three generations earn money, can only say for present thing from woman it is she that pay right cost for money. I had no money, but really there are not people that loved her even more than I originally, I suspected why originally can come to like her.
She has stayed for a few days, the little horse saw I laugh evilly, said: "Wild goose's brother, isn't it that that has said good-bye? You very bad man have, she go what it will be Shanghai you. "
"You should dare to tell me arbitrarily again I do not send you the flexible mountain fall in love with the monkey! "
"Want me not to speak carelessly simply, the host to entertain. "
"Let me invite you to eat and braise soles in soy sauce. "
"Wild goose's brother is not interesting this a period of time, the jokes can not be all afford to opened. "
"Right? " Think about really getting gloomy a period of time such as oneself, hateful DanNi Chen, if so personal I as for such? My life is stired in a complete mess by an irrelevant woman. Since in the chatroom "  The dim light of night is gentle "  Say, can make a phone call to after the I also perhaps, though I sink until one difficult to endure when wait still, but hopeful, bitterness actually have much happiness when waits. Think about that can not think at all this a period of time but she wants to face a lot of persons that does not want to face. I afraid Shanghai woman really with explain river can divide into and how about it will be I certainly, I did not have money now I had no money in the past, will look for a rich person instead of me even if they have assigned her.
"Please think about other methods, it is not the thing to wait for like this. "
"Are you fed up about me too? " The woman cry, I meet her cry never, no matter I fell in love with her did not see her cry at the time saying good-bye, she has appeared in front of me very proudly all the time. She cries now, in order to may not cry with that man in Shanghai. Unless I very the weak, it give up the idea step on like it last treatment that she cry for me nothing.
"Is not fed up about, do you think that there emerged a good about of result to will wait for to so wait for all the time? " It was bigoted so long as the woman fell into nothing becomes the unpleasant word in her ear, I say why I, wife of Xiao, Cheng it will be I with her meticulously.
"Blame you to blame you! " Her labour contractor leans it against my chest, probably has only my shoulders that can also take advantage of her to depend on too now.
I pat on her back, do not even have to comfort her mood.
"Can you find the old rifle? "
"I don't know. May, perhaps can't. "
"What are you? What perhaps can may ask? "
"If he still lives and I can find in the original place; If has died or not found there. "
"Is there serious this one? "
"Perhaps even more serious than this one. " The person of the court has asked his whereabouts too, may plan to extradite him back, so many people sue him. I said I would know. His destiny can only be held by he himself, no matter is good or bad, if in fact come back he mostly bears economic responsibility but will not be the criminal responsibility, he want, swindle at least, I, and in accordance with fragrant to can prove this. The problem is questions which he faces after coming back may be more than there, want, face person that exact debit directly all day long, he first people needing fulcrum too now, he still can prize the earth for a fulcrum, this fulcrum is not the moon, but the money. Where does he go to go to look for the money sufficient to make the fulcrum? Exceed one can act as times of capital, you have huge skill have capital can only think about thing to prize the earth equally for a long time now.
"You take me to look for him. "
"There is not money equally to even if found. "
"No matter, you take me to his original place to look for, so long as he is out no matter what it is, fruited I recognized. I believe money of him will sweep away all woman, one become people of the business can spoil a woman so bad instead of stay some back hand for many years then at all. "
"You are crazy, you. "
"I am crazy. Even if I fail, want, fail piece completely, he thing that wife be it's time for him come, responsible for too. "
But does he still live? Not calling in accordance with fragrant some it, very abnormal thing.
Go to go once, it is a explaination too to me like this, even if he wants to get the news that he dies.
"Well, prepare worm -proof medicine, we go once. "